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K idk if my last post went through so ill just say it again. I’ve always had this issue where I really don’t connect with people or like get emotionally attached to them. Like ill be really interested and excited in someone for awhile, but then I just get really bored. Like don’t get me wrong, when I care about someone I really do care about them deeply and worry about them and do everything I can, but I never really care or get upset if the friendship ends and that’s really bad. Like ill be sad, but I never really feel bad about it or have the energy to fix it. Idk why even when I like someone ill be really excited about them for a little but as soon as they show any feelings back or act interested I’m over it. I think I really just like the excitement of meeting someone new, and the risk. I hate when things feel safe with someone.

Like 99% of the time I think I’m an unemotional little fuck tbh like I don’t really connect with people or stay interested in them after a certain point and that’s really bad. Like I get bored of everyone so fast.